| 61 (November) |
[Nov. 20th, 2005|01:26 pm] |
Today, was the day I found
The young, the bold
Today, I found
It was there I looked
In Winters dead of hook
It was slightly gone
As there I found, As I woke
November winds, bring chills
To those who find
The beauty in Winter
Today, I found
Living to recognize
The difference between life
and Coincidence, I found
It was dead of November
Our feet swift as wind
Cut through the air
There it was, I found
I saw the Winter coming
Through the air, its travel
was visible and dark as heat
though the problem be it far
November winds kick back
the door of unseen
But there, I found
Strung high against the clouds
There I reached, to the puddle
of Winter work, through the clouds
There I was, finding it
It comes it small bits
The parts of life that we dream
of seeing, to be it far
from whom ever finds it there
Fight the gorge of unsightliness
from beauty of Winter there I was
Finding it, in the dead of November |
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| Have you ever? |
[Sep. 18th, 2005|07:36 pm] |
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| | ITCHY! | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Saosin - I've been dying to reach you | ] |
Have you ever had an emotion that itched?
Have you ever felt sometimes filled and then again empty?
Have you ever felt that this emotion just imploaded on itself?
I have
I have an itch, that I can't scratch, it hurts, burns and is eating a hole in my mind....I don't know what to do.....Its quite painful. |
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| Its a lot to think about...I know |
[Aug. 13th, 2005|01:03 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  full | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Coldplay - Shiver | ] |
Its all clear now, and nothing else matters. Whent the sun breaks off of busy clouds high in the sky. You know, nothing else matters. It seems that the days go by, when nothing else changes, but when you really think too hard, it never moves. Just imagine looking from one point to another and seeing grey, to bright, blue to white, and dark to light. Its kinda funny the bad hurts, and the good fills. But I just want to know, that everything is going to be alright...And you know what...I think it is. But what do I know, I was looking up only from the grass to see the trees bend the light away from my eyes.....Its going to be a good day. Its going to be alright.
I can't wait, till tomorrow brings, what I wait for everyday. |
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| TODAY |
[Jul. 17th, 2005|11:44 pm] |
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| | OMFG..... | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Who cares, TOday was the best | ] |
WAS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE......... |
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| Look What I found |
[Jun. 5th, 2005|11:00 pm] |
 Its from the Summer after 9th grade. I just found it lying around on the computer, and decided to put it up on LJ. |
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| Q |
[May. 14th, 2005|11:59 pm] |
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| | omg, can't breathe well | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Gorillaz - Fellin Good Inc. | ] |
"I'm so glad you happened to me"
--Me |
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| #4 |
[May. 9th, 2005|09:09 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | Imagination Sparked | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | The Rocket Summer - Cross my heart | ] |
Inspiration of a new standard
Has some tumbling down the hill
And others climbing the big one
Inspiration's got people on the move
Today is gonna be a new one
Its not time for remorse
And certainly no time to
Think about yesterday
Inspiration of a higher standard
Have people moving to the masses
Even though no one ever gets things right
Its inspiration to move, and to guide
Its about time the society rocked the boat
Its about time that society think of music more than notes
Its about time that society think of others
Its time for society to make new brothers
The moving on, the moving forward
Has the people imaginative
The moving on, the moving forward
Has the people innovative
New inspiration of motivation
Has people cultivating
A new personality
Peace, happiness, and progression
Fighting the ways of adamic nature
Are but a simple task
To the everyday life of an ordinary person
The second guess, is that of the future
People move with me
Move to a new culture
To sore high above in the sky
New inspiration's got us rising
Just one more time
For the second thought
Just one last dime
For the second bought
Inspiration has the people moving
Inspiration's got the people hoping
Inspiration's got the people growing
Inspiration's got the people loving
--David D.
The goal of everyday progression such as this, is what I strive for. The tombstone of my grave will not set, until I see it fit, that the progress of this poem, is truth and fact of the everyday person.
"Cross my heart, Hope to die"
-Rocket Summer |
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| Maybe its there |
[Apr. 14th, 2005|09:11 pm] |
I'm looking for something
I'm afraid I'll never find
the hand in a motor
Gets cut off over and over again
I'm afraid I've ran to far
And I'm afraid that its never there
But what I'm looking for
I'm afraid I'll never find
The motor inside a person is very simple
It runs on the things that matter
Least in life
Money, greed and deception
What I'm looking for
I'll never find
Not in these people living on motors
Just my luck I live with adamnic
I'm fed up with these horrifying lies
It swept the Nation once
And in turn, will again
Its not what I'm looking for
What I'm looking for is instilled
In the everyday living of someone
Who is truly happy, by the shier and simple
By all that is, and all that will, and all that was
It is a never ending cycle
Of people who live, want and die
Is that all really Life has to offer?
What I'm looking for, deffinently isn't where I'm looking
Obviously theres another place
Another stance, on live at which a person can live
Obviously theres something after this
Why all the suffering, and then you die?
Could it all amount to that?
Is that all that is and was, but will be?
But I guess im in the dark
But I think I've found what I'm looking for.
By: David D. |
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| Bands To Downlaod |
[Mar. 22nd, 2005|07:50 pm] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | The Mercury Program - Sultans of El Sur | ] |
These are all great bands, and everyone should Donwload them. So heres a list.
Anatomy of a Ghost (Blues/Heavy Rock)
Autopilot Off (Indie Punk)
Cake (Rock/Funk)
Coheed and Cambria (Indie Punk/Post Hardcore)
Daft Punk (Techno)
Death Cab for Cuite (Indie Rock)
Eels (Rock/Funk)
Elf Power (Indie Rock)
Enon (Indie/Collage Rock)
Finch (Heavy Rock)
Flogging Molly (Irish Rock)
Head Automatica (Alternative Punk/Rock)
Jets To Brazil (Indie Rcok)
Soul Coughing (Rock/Funk/Jazzy)
Sunday's Best (Indie Rock)
The Killers (Indie Rock)
The Mercury Program (Atmospheric/Instrumentalist) **Warning Mucisians Only
Wheat (Indie Punk/Rock)
All very good bands, there are many many more, it just depends on what yah feel like listening. Check some of those out. Some are hard to catagorize, just check 'em out. And lay of the mainstream for once.
The beating of all that is near, brings the heart further away from home. Is it that much that brings it nearer, as to stop everything from turing? It is to far away now, we've waited too long. |
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| It's Three To Me |
[Mar. 21st, 2005|11:18 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Incubus - Southern Girl | ] |
Its Three to me, and Everything to her
Its all to me, and Nothing to her
I never knew, She never said
I didn't like, she wanted more
I'll never be the same, She never likes anything new
I'll wait forever, She has 5 seconds
I'm there for her, Shes there...when shes there
When will I ever learn
This death won't come easy
This ease won't come ever
And the tribulations of much others past
Is the future I traverse
To another end of the universe
I remember the cold windy winter time
I remember those old dark nights
Yah, the ones that last forever
Its those cold October winds
That alter the moods of so many
While I waited she said
Theres nothing like tomorrow
And I was scared
Then I woke up, In a daze and frenzy
The dream had suppressed, and I was awake
Then, she turns on the bed
And says to me, "Whats so special about today?"
And then I looked at her
And I knew, what I lived for
Why the air went through my lungs
Why my heart pumped so fast to keep me alive
It was you, And I so blind
Today will be special
Today I'll say everything to make up
Today I'll tell you my feelings
And Tomorrow you'll know
Today, I'll make it right
Today I'll look at you
Like its never been the same
I remember the early days
Tomorrow will be there
But today, I'll say whatever I have to
To make it up to you
I remember what keeps me alive
And what I cannot abandon
This is you, and I'm an idiot
But today, your an exception to the rule
And I promise in today
I Promise |
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| Yeah, I know |
[Mar. 18th, 2005|11:25 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | I've made up my mind. | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | The Killers - Indie Rock'n Roll | ] |
I know what I want now. I have finally gotten my head together, and I know where I need to be, when I need to be and who I need to be there with. I'm going to go, and be there where I want to be. Please don't get nervous now. And don't leave this situation now.
Heart pumping. Head racing, its time to do this. This Indie Rock'n'Roll's got me going. I won't stop for anyone. I'm gonna get what I want. And this rock'n'roll is only helping. Totally moved, and no one can do, such a sway to step. As that of my rock'n'roll.
"Its Indie rock'n'roll for me
Its all I need"
I'm gonna get what I want. So don't try and stop me.
Theres nothing you can do, don't even try.
I know, some of you have been waiting for me to get it together, well I got, get it? Lets go. I'm ready for the rest of my life. So come down and pick me up, with one gasp of new air that fills my lungs with the vitality that will keep me going for the rest of my life. No one's gonna stop me. If you've ever felt that before, then let yourself no. And If you haven't, its Indie rock'n'roll for you. So download the song, and feel the rock.
Its not time to stop, the sun is gone, but the moon keeps me awake. This rock'n'roll is gonna keep me going until theres nothing left to go on. I can run off the world, and then keep running. This indie rock'n'roll will have me run off the universe, onto the blank sketch pad of the board kid at shcool.
You can't stop this rock. So don't even try.
Move to how you feel
This Indie rock will have you believe
Your gonna go forever.
So keep going
Stay, for someone loves you...
They are in another, and are you in different
"Its Indie rock'n'roll for me."
Love, David's Indie Rock |
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| 3 |
[Mar. 9th, 2005|10:57 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  worried | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Iron and Wine - Cinders and Smoke | ] |
3
Move accross the wave
as your body turns to cave
of cold emotion
justs like the waves of an ocean
tell me, is it nice?
when I tell you what I feel
Does your mind scatter like mice?
when I tell you how to heal
I'm sorry for the things they say
But I knew it would happen anyway
Don't let them tell you
Don't let them alter your view
It upsets my stomach
When I can't get these words out
It feels like a headache
When I can't make these words loud
To the ocean winds do they bend
These words that people mend
Inside their minds they are the right
But little are they bright
I try so hard to make them understand
Its getting harder and harder everyday
I think not this be where I land
For fear of where I hit, I lay
Its a real problem on this bay
When it seems there is no day
And Night is long and dark
And reminds me, that people do mark
These words I say are full of hate
I rid my hands of this clean
But calmly do I wait
Before on that ocean, I say something mean
David D. |
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| New and Old |
[Mar. 5th, 2005|01:15 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | calm | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Incubus - Clean | ] |
New + Old
Go away, say it now
I can't believe you sound
Like you care
Your feelings a bare
Cold and shattered on the floor
I can't believe that day you left the door
I hate you like no other
I loved you like no ordinary lover
And I hate you saying what you want
And I hate your everything chalant
Please just go away and bury your face
In black dirt at a sturdy pace
Yeah, thats right, take it now
In this black gown, will it hide a little
and exopose yourself to which
you are truly of that, and did I mention?
Your clearing for a hateful phrase from my pention. |
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| Hiding |
[Jan. 30th, 2005|02:10 am] |
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| | high | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Head Automatica - Tip your Hooker | ] |
The window casts a black shadow
Over the wooden floor that follow
'Tis is break of dawn
That I be there
That I call my hat a wand
This I cannot swear
Swords dance as I watch about
The seem to intervene in doubt
Its where I'm going that I can't
Find someone with my same stance
Blind to the future
Are all people that fall allure
Are you understanding the fact at hand
Or is it what you stare at?
The blood on my pants?
Tide is high, can you find?
The part where'ith breack way
From the water to the wave
Can you find where I lay?
MEEEE |
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| Wow |
[Jan. 22nd, 2005|12:53 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | cold | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Modest Mouse - The world at large | ] |
Well all this live journal thing has turned out to be shit..Its a big shitload of "he said she said" bullshit. Its a drama pit, I mean not from my end, but I swear to god if I hear the words live journal, or the letters LJ again, I just might crack. Its redundant to me as to the fact that you people would spend this much time in this stupid pitt of Freshman drama.....Hate me for saying it but what the fuck ever. All this does is create drama. I know you guys like it, otherwise you'd quit live journal....But I'm pretty sure you guys like it. Well its stupid. My next post will be long, but sure to be my last.
Baffle me, dare you. I think not of thoust blade of blood. And chizzle of wool. Complaining of endless errors such as an oxymoron will carry you just as far. You don't know where or when...but it'll follow. Don't worry about that. It is others that need the worrying. The anxiety that will set their minds aloof. Eruos will be the beginning and end of all chaos that is. Chaos, the creator of black, the beggining, and everything in between. Chaos the ultimate forces of time, space, and the 16 vexactions. Shallith condemn you for all eternity, that is forever on the time of chaos, the black and silent void fillith your muscles with contractions that obstuct your sight, from what is now, to what is before and after. Now, is now past, and future is....now.
A word to the wise
Heed your time
AMP OUT |
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| Why are you so wide eyed? |
[Jan. 9th, 2005|09:07 pm] |
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| |  irritated | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Coheed and Cambria - Delirium Trigger | ] |
Man you guys must think your cool huh? The darkness lurking in all your minds, I can't stand to watch it. The so called "INTELECTUALS, and CONSERVATISTS" of SAA think that becuase of their way of life, they are so far superior to every other life form. I got news for you all. Your gonna get your asses whoopes. UH OH?!?! You wonder why. Thats funny LMAO LMFAO. I laugh at you. A bullet shall trigger your skull, shall I be so lucky. LOL
Well, aside of the so called Enlightened, they are so close-minded, thats okay though. The rest of us will live a real life. The one set ahead of us. The one ment for us to have. The not necessairily right one, but deffinently not the wrong one.
I love people that cowar behind the anonymous title. It does not erk me. Please continue. Just know, the only person your taking time from is yourself, I don't know maybe you'll realise that, but I doubt it.
Brow on this one. Good luck.
See it differently
And then
FUCK OFF |
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| Hung |
[Dec. 20th, 2004|02:49 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  lethargic | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Cradle of Filth - Hell Awaits | ] |
HAHAHA, A previous post and no one comes. Finally. Maybe my shit isn't so controversial anymore. But that sounds pretty good to me.
"I look at the Cross
Then I look away.
Give you the gun
Blow..me...away."
Deftones (Favorite Song Lyrics)
I feel Like running until theres no where to run. You ever had that feeling, of just getting away? Just forever, leaving everything behind, you know? Just like "fuck it, I'm gone"? Ever had the feeling. Thats great. I feel like that. Maybe I'll get over it. But who knows.
The paint chips. The wall decreases. And suddenly the other side revealing everything to be at ones great disadvantage. Does it woe a person into belief that there is nothing left. Everything within one's desires comes the greed of one's outer soul, while the inner has nothing to do with it. It leaves us to the point of total emptiness. You may feel the full, but never be it. Its all fake, for nothing behind you exists unless you think its there. They say the answer to everthing, to everything in the world, universe, and the human soul is the number "42". Well, that was the easy part, whats the question...? The bottom of the universe, is the top of my world. The highest planet, in terms of the universe, is my domain, and that of which is whole again. They say that the question, is "What is the meaning of life". Well thats simple, 42 is simply not the answer. There is soooo much less to live for. Ask yourself, why you are here, without the help of religion, or the aid of what you think is right. Did you come up with one. Let me take you to a place, there the origin of everything its nothing. That is where we are from. Get it? Got it? Good. |
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| The Morning After |
[Dec. 17th, 2004|01:56 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | ColdPlay - Clock | ] |
Well, its the morning after a great night at a school dance and with a great girl. Also the whole after-party was great at "The Vibe" :). Well, I'm a lil hung on the rocks but nothing like Kaitlyn and Sarah Jane. Well, I'm anxious to get going on my new journey. And start a new me. Well, the dance was great, and I can't wait to see you again Melanie. For everyone else, you guys where great.
So I stare out the window
In your direction
Wondering what could be
Wondering what could happen
But you don't see me
Because from the moment I wake
To the moment I sleep
I'll be trying
By Me
October
The fear, her eyes keeps my soul inside
I stay away while the tide
Seems to rise to a steady draw
tide that rises love do call
Deep within those fearing eyes
As soft and sweet the flowers do cry
Away my flower, away we run
Until were gone, until were done
Oh fierce day, with those October winds
Where did this start? Where did I begin
Till Love do call this troubled dark night
I see in the mirror my love's true fight
I love until love do call
I love you on this October Fall
By Me
Trying to catch you guys up will take forever :). But I will try my hardest. :)
Flanga-langin >> Patrick W.
I good you bid evening >> Patrick B.
LMAO well, you
Where I'll Stay
A beach of silence
Under breach of violence
Do fear the dunes of sand
Do tear the skin of my hand
Waves erode the sand away
Commith to the spot I lay
The thoughts of my eyes
Where I wish to tell as the wise
The waves do crash
Like that of volcano ash
As I lie
Under starry bright sky
I do tell of a way
On the seas children do play
Blue sky soon turn to grey
This is where I'll stay |
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| Dreaming? |
[Dec. 5th, 2004|08:05 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | confused | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Daft Punk | ] |
I hope these dreams come true. Full of horror and violence, is it the same as the world in which we live. Why do we play these games. All of us loose in the end. But I guess it dosen't matter.
I don't know about her, so everyone stop askin. I don't know if it is to be or not to be, and that is no question (that should be asked).
Chrissy I had a great time, I hope we can still be just friends.
Preston, good shit? Yay or nay?!? Cause I'm still a lil on the flipside, its got mad after affex.
One more time, and I'll say it again. Retrebutions and languistic functions mean nothing to the future ahead. Live for now, and not for tomorrow. Becuase, what if it never arrives. Then you've worked over a dead day. Giving up sounds good right about now anyways.
"I look at the Cross
The I look away
Give you the gun
Now, Blow me..away"
Deftones
A new arrival to that of an absolutely boring life. Celebrate and don't wait to late. This new package is just for the high life. The life of the stress and care free lives. Be free tourtured souls. And never return again to that inbetween the spectrums of life and death. Where either may swoop you up and carry you to their view points.
More Shout-Outs
Lauren D.- I know your reading this. By the contents of this line your still reading it. Be careful, I still care.
Kylie- I still hate you. So shut the hell up.
Kaitlyn- The post you've been dreadfully waiting for.
Again, we spin until the worlds colide. And all is left, is the stupid shit, that you thought would make it to tomorrow. Where is it now?! Huh? |
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| Hey |
[Nov. 6th, 2004|09:21 pm] |
Hi
I hate you Ky. |
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